Random Stream of Thought

Sometimes I want to sit and ask God a million questions. Sometimes I want to scream at Him and give Him a "piece of my mind"...Sometimes I want to just cry

Sometimes I want to sing praises and dance around all day, telling Him how amazing He is and thanking Him for every single thing in my life

Sometimes I feel weak, I want to succumb to the word's standards
I want to be rude when someone is rude to me

Sometimes I want to be Jesus' hands and feet
I want to share Him with everyone

Some days I feel human
Some days I feel holy


Sometimes I want to pray all day, I want to listen for His voice and feel near to Him

Sometimes I wonder where He is or if He even hears me

Some days I want to quit my job and move to a remote country to share the gospel

Some days I want to stay in my bed all day and not go to work at all, let alone share the Gospel with anyone



Sometimes I want to take the pain away from the people I love
Sometimes I want to comfort all those in need

Sometimes I want to say "You deserve what you get"
Sometimes I want to turn my back


Sometimes I want to be human
Sometimes I want to be holy


**Lord help me walk this earth (as a human) who lives holy unto you. In the midst of mistakes, hardships, silence, and chaos, be my rock and my salvation. Be a lamp unto my feet and a light unto my path. Help me to be who you created me to be.